Your mouth drools heavily.. your heart beats fast and you feel an intense hot wave suddenly taking over your whole body... even though outside it's raining and people indoors wear jackets, coats and sweaters!
This is like feeling fever... a strong fever for craving something so bad, but you don't know what is it.. it's like feeling desperated and excited at the same time... now you feel, in adition, that your body shivers and you have goosebups... though still with a hot burning flame inside...inside your chest, your bowels and your pelvis... it's a very intense feeling, kind of intoxicating and mmmhh.. way arousing too.
The misterious and aluring hooded being touches your face with her long and delicate fingers... you breath very fast! more than you can stand without colapsing.. your heart rate rushes... you black out.
You feel the pouding rain touching your body, every inch of it... you're naked!!!
You say to yourself: - What the hell am I doing here? how I get here? Is this real...?
You're laid down on the green grass... it feels puffed up can confortable... you see the rainbow, the trees.. you smell the flowers, the wet grass. You listen to the birds singing, the leaves moving rhythmically with the air... it feels good! but not like before, you feel pleasant in a diferent way.. you feel calmed and the blooming tranquility of that place and situation make you feel plain! and you forgot all those questions you were asking yourself.
You stand up slowly, at first ( still laid on the grass) to your right side, you bring your knees and arms toguether.... you put your left palm on grass to lift your body up from soil and then your right palm to sustain your weight meanwhile you sit down... you stand up in an intuitive natural way, with no effort, no pain, that feels good!
you walk around... your sight is delisghted by all those blooming flowers adorning that peaceful and beautiful landscape and your eyes feel a visual ecstasy when a yellow buterfly surounding you, then poses on blue hydrageas. You close your eyes... inhale deep!... you don't remember feeling nature with that vivid intensity and awareness.
Until that surreal aroma with dark chocolate and intense lavender scent you get alured and disturbed again.. you open your eyes wide as plates! imfront of you!! there she is! standed up and still in front of you!. You can't move, you wanna run away but you can't! your body droped on your knees, your mouth drool again and your mouth opens itself leting your jaw fall for its own weight. You have that violent mix of feelings again, but the flame burning inside is stronger... and the arousal and intense flame between your legs now feels like from other world! now you know your cravings! you crave for her soo bad!! but you know she is the one taking over this situation... so you wanna be taken by her sooo bad! you surrender to her. She opens her coat, and you get blinded by an intense gold shining coming from inside!